Tears, fake smile and fake happiness

With tears and a fake smile showing fake happiness I face my life...

I know it's not the best way to do it but...it's the best way of protect myself from this horrible pain that I'm facing...

Some people can think that I'm a coward...

But I don't care with what they think...

For once I must think just in me and forget the others thoughts...

Everyone has the right of fight for their happiness and that's what I'm doing...

Fight for a better life even if I need to look happy when I'm not...

Like a great person once said to me we just can be happy if we search for happiness...

And...I'll search and search till I get tired or till I find some way of be happy all days of my stupid life...

Life is hard to make us strong but sometimes we need to be crazy to learn something with it.And I'm crazy enought so I'll learn with it.

And my greatest wish is to learn with this stupid life next to the person I love and that I'll love for ever happen what happens...